another day, same old shit

im bored. with my life. with my marriage. my little boy is the only thing that makes me smile these days, seeing his face lights up my world. but my world seems to get dimmer and dimmer these days. 

im freaking out right now

i wish i had friends to talk to.

When you burst out crying alone in your room, and you realize that no one truly knows how unhappy you are because you don’t know how to explain whats going on and no one wants to listen either.

(via life-confessions)

what a way to start a day..

my poor baby is having a terrible dayy. he started off the day by falling off our bed, the he ran into the kitchen table, shut the bathroom door on his hand, slipped in the living room and fell into his piano, and he has only been awake for about an hour. what else will happen today?!

ignorant people

why is it that people think i should have a job?? believe me i would love to have a job and help contribute financially to my family, but as it is, my husband makes plenty enough to support us, and we both think that raising our son is what’s best for me and my son right now. id rather not have a daycare teach raise him. and that decision is my husband’s and mine. when he is in school, and our children to come are as well i will get a job. so people need to back off.

the dishes are done, the toys are put away, my boys are sleeping. so…..

(Source: spiceprince)

love does hurt

a friend on facebook had this as there status today;

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

although it is true, love does hurt.. love can be one of the most painful things. sometimes the pain is good sometimes the pain is bad. i love my husband and soo much it hurts, the thought of losing there love is painful.